GAF Channel suddenly not available?

I have been enjoying watching the Great American Family Channel for the past 10 months or so - even watched it last night. I went to watch something this afternoon and it now tells me it is not in my package. I realize there is nothing I can do to change this but very upsetting that now that the holidays are coming it has now been decided that it is not in my package? I can't afford to upgrade my current package. Already paying too much as it is. 

Very upsetting that this decision was made